Im having a bit of a moment. I think that’s the best way to word it following some random research from a book im like 10 pages away from finishing and a discussion leading me to write this now.
The book is “About a boy” by Nick Hornby. Probably most have seen the film with Hugh Grant, but im ot talking about the main characters. Im talking about the time the book was set. April 1994, the death of Kurt Cobain. Ok to be honest I knew the name. Baring in mind I was 4 when he did I did pretty well to recognise the name.
The death of kurt is mentioned in the book and so is the circumstance of his death and me being me was like did that really happen? And satisfying my curiosity I looked online and dove into the life of Kurt Cobain. All I think now is he wasnt just famous he was a human who clearly was crying out for help long before he died. He had a wife and daughter but what got me was his suicide note addressed to his imaginary friend “Boddah”. Doesnt this alone speak truth?
Not getting to dragged down in the death of kurt cobain but something else. Lofe its self. Kurt expressed in his letter how guilty he felf for not being able to love the music the way he once did so much so it drove him to death. Isnt this really people afraid of letting othets down? What about dpong it for yourself and screw every one else.
My travel plans have been wavering over the past few days because of ideas that other people have planted in my thoughts. Thanks to my own curiosity and (sadly) Kurt Cobain I am saying SHUT UP! if no one can be happy for others they’re obviously miserable in their own lives. Sort your own out before digging at other people.
Don’t give up on dreams either, you are talented embrace ypur strengths and remember what ever you do in life haters are gonna hate! Ignore them and do whatever for you and nobody else!
Sorry that’s a bit of a ranting post but things like others negativity towards each other and lack of self confidence makes me mad! No one ia going to live your life for you so get out there and live it while you can!